Can't sleep...

It is 04:36 am here, i did sleep or rest from 10 pm and about 2 hours, but then i couldn't stay in bed. I'm not feeling to go, i think i have urinary infection, so I'm waiting for the doctors office to open. Drinking lots of water and running to the bathroom is what I've been doing the last 4 hours, it is just 3½ left till they open so i can call and get an appointment.

O well maybe i should write about something more exciting. Just don't know what, This weekend we cleaned the apartment. So now our home is prepared for advent and we can start waiting for Christmas. We also went to the church were Andreas grow up and meet some of his friends i really enjoy being around them. After that we were supposed to go out and have dinner, but we were to tired so we stayed home. Today (or Sunday) we went to church at 10, and then to Andreas parents for lunch, then i had to be in the church were I'm doing my internship. So it was a great first of advent, but a really long day. And now with me feeling not to good, i could say the end wasn't to good, but it actually is the Monday that didn't turn out so good. I don't know if I'll be abel to do my internship today, I'll just have to wait and see what the doctor say...

One good thing with bloging now is that time goes a faster, it is just 3 h and 10 min left...

I think this will be it for this time...

Have a great week and a good advent...

Snow...

Sorry i haven't up dated the blogg, but time just fly by...

The first real snow is here, I LOVE it, i just wish it's here to stay but i guess it will be gone by the end of this week... I love the winter, when the snow is here and you can be outside skiing or just play in the snow.

I'll be home for three weeks now, i'm going to be doing some internship in a church in Linköping, I'll have my first day tomorrow. I think it will be lots of fun, but i do miss Uppsala and my new friends there.

If you are reading (someone special) i just want you to know that i'm thinking of you. Life is not fair, and i don't understand why... But i know God will help you though this.

I was planing on taking some pictuers to show you our house with the snow but it is to dark know.

Oh i need to tell you that we are looking in to buy a house. We had one thet we thought we wanted but when we saw it, we understood that it wasn't for us. But today we went to the bank to see if they would borrow us the money if we find the house we want, and they will is it so great... we are so happy... maybe we'll have our own house soon....

Need to go to bed. I'll try to writte soon again.

Tired

it is Sunday and I'm tired. Tired because the weekend is to short, tired because I need to pack my stuff to go to school tomorrow. Tired of always feeling like I'm living in a suitcase... I did my laundry today so I hope my cloth will be dry enough... I'm tired of always feeling that i don't have enough time. Not enough to take care of the apartment, to cook, to be with friends and family, to have the lift i would like to. I'm so tired all the time right now.

The good thing is that i really do like school now and that's a long time since i had that feeling. And i also have a great boyfriend that understands be... But he is just home friday to sunday because during week he is in school... I'm so looking forward to when he'll be home and we can start a "normal" life together.

An other good thing is that school really helps me to keep contact with good. We have services both in the morning and after lunch. And since everyone at my school will be a pastor one day, the services gives so much. They really help me keep going, I don't know what i would do with out them.

I need to go pack my stuff and get to bed so I don't miss the train tomorrow....

All Saints day

Here we have one Sunday every year that we celebrate all saint. That day is also the day when the church recognizes all the people that past away since last all saints day. We celebrated this day, this weekend, so we went to church, we toke the one that Andreas dad singing in, he sings in a choir and they were in the service. I had never been in that church before, I liked it a lot. I'll show you some pictures from it. Andreas had the camera and toke a lot of pictures of the church.

I haven't taken the pictures of the church in Uppsala jet, I'll see if i get that done this week.

This weekend was a great relaxing weekend accept from Saturday morning when I hade to work.
My class was finisched on wendsday and the new one startes tomorrow (Monday). So I had no school work to do this weekend and that was great. Just spend time with Andreas, Friendes and family, I like that a lot.



People light the candels for ther friendes and family most people light them for people that past a way. I like when is it a lot of candels in the church. here they have placed them in a cross...